A Bee with its Honey

Dear Unconditional Love - What would you have me know today?

Oh babe I know you’re worried about tapping me out. And that might be because YOU feel tapped out. You hate when people take advantage of your generosity. It feels icky to lack reciprocation in any relationship. So you worry you’re not giving to me as if you’ve had enough of the fruits of my messages so you should stop. I’m here honey. I get it. It can be scary to find a diamond cove where you’re surrounded by shine and only want to take what you feel is appropriate for any given circumstance. 

I’m here to tell you I am a neverending treasure trove of diamonds, ocean waves, and most of all, love. I am here with unending gifts to give. And that comes without expectation. You’re not used to being able to “take” without giving. But oh love what you’re doing is not taking, it’s tapping. You’re tapping into an overflowing abundance.

There is no end to my love, or to any love at all. I have a deep well that will always be here. And even though you feel obligated to give before taking in the rest of your life on earth, that’s why I’m here to give to you without you giving back. You calling to me is giving in the first place anyways, but even if you don’t call, I will still be here with endless resources of love. 

Those resources will change form based on your need my love, but they will always be there. No need to feel badly, you are not sucking the life out of me, out of Unconditional Love. Nothing can be sucked dry here. When you tap into our connection, you give to it, just by tapping at all. You running around in Earth School doing the best you can in this cluster fuck of a place is giving. You being you is giving. You asking for help is giving, remember? 

It’s your chance to be in relationship with a source that is never ending. You don’t have that in humanly relationships. Those have boundaries, and for good fucking reason. Sheesh. Humans without boundaries? Yikes. But a love trove without boundaries that is solely for you to be surrounded with warmth by, that’s why I’m here. The same rules do not apply. You don’t have to worry about that. There are no reciprocity rules here, and even if there were I can assure you that you are exceeding any expectation I have of you to “give” my way.

Again, anytime you say hello and ask me what you should know today is a gift. I will be here whether you ask me a question every day, no days, any days. Don’t you worry, my love. Save your boundaries and worries and “even”ness for your earthside happenings.

There’s no such thing as “even” anyways, babe. You know how your mom would always make sure there was equal photos, equal gifts, etc. with your brother? As well intentioned as your beautiful mother is, that only reinforces the need to look outwards for a feeling of enough-ness. I know you’re still recovering from that, and I’m here with you in recovery.

Even-ness does not exist. It’s a vapor. Remember how I said enough-ness is a vapor too? You don’t have to be enough to benefit from the never ending resource that is my love. You just have to be. Like a bee with its honey. Reciprocity is inherent. Let’s continue to dance and fly in harmonious reciprocity just by being. I know we’ve got this babe.

From your dear friend, Michael Improv. And it’s pink and everything!