Wherever You Go, There You Are
Dear Unconditional Love - What would you have me know today?
Hey babe. Yes, sit. Sink in. Take a deep breath. I’m here. We’ve got this.
There’s really nothing we don’t “got” when it comes to the grand scheme of things. And on the other hand, there’s nothing to be “had” anyways. Your time here is so fluid that there is no destinations, no milestones, nothing that is as real as your own experiences and feelings, and your relationship with me.
I know that sounds scary and like I’m trying to manipulate you into “listen to me or else” but really that’s the opposite of what’s happening here. My reassurance to you is that YOU know what you should be leaning into. And also that there isn’t anything serious going on around here. We are all just here to keep moving. There’s nothing you need to be stuck on, worried about, or anything at all.
The confusing thing about Earthside School is that you are put here and immediately told all of the things you need to worry about, be, get, have, etc. but then it’s the goal to figure out that none of that was going to be done or figured out at all. Isn’t that just a trip?
I can see you laughing because it appears as if your husband is so much more enlightened that you thought. And that makes sense. You worry about NOT worrying. That’s your conditioning, honey. You were told you would be safe if you worried, controlled, grasped at everything you could to be better, faster, stronger. But, yet again, that shit is all a vapor.
Now, yes, there are actually things you must do to survive here. I get that. You need food, water, shelter, belonging. But other than that, you’re free! You won’t be free when you get all the things you’re told you need. You already are free. Because you were born that way.
That was so funny that “Born This Way” made you cry during Body Pump last week. Did you wonder why that was? It brought you back to a place of remembering. That’s all we’re trying to do here. Remember the blank slate we have and that we came from. We don’t need to add or take anything away to be free. We were born this way and we will die this way. There’s no better or worse, there’s only rediscovering who you already were.
That’s what I mean about it’s only you and me here. Because we are the only ones that know who you came into this Earthside School being. We can trust ourselves. I’m here to remind you of that.
You can trust your sparkly inclinations. Follow them. That’s where I am. That’s where you are.
Wherever you go, there you are. Next tattoo? First tattoo? Hmmm. Can’t wait to see what you find when you’re there with you.
I love you. Enjoy yourself this weekend. Come ask me about birthdays tomorrow. I’ll be here, always.
There’s isn’t anything serious going on around here…