It’s All Temporary

Dear Unconditional Love - what would you have me know today?

Deep breath, babe. I’m here. Gosh it’s so hard to be feeling really good overall and then to have one nagging shitty thing that’s taking up way too much of your brain space. I’m so sorry you’re going through this right now. I hate to tell you that you’re right, the sooner you rip the bandaid off this the sooner it’ll be taking over your mind.

But I am not your mind, I am love. I am here to remind you that no matter how long it takes you to respond and no matter HOW you choose to respond, I will love you through it.

I see you so much trying to do the right thing. For yourself, for her, for your relationship. But you’re not sure what that is. You’re consumed by this because you care so much. I’m so proud of you for caring. And I know you know it’s a good thing that there is an expiration on this. You’ve seen what happens when there is no end in sight. The longer things go without being addressed, the worse things get for everyone. This won’t go on forever. It’s temporary, just like everything.

Even your time here in Earth School is temporary. Where will you go after? Where were you before? Gosh even I’m not sure. It’s fun to imagine, through. And it really takes the pressure off and helps us worry about dying less. We just know we’re here for our designated period of time and then we get to move onto the next school. I

know that that Bahai concept hit you hard. It feels really honoring of where you’ve been and where you’re going. Even if you don’t specifically know where those places are. You can still feel them in your body and in your bones. 

I’m so sorry it takes so long to tap into your bodily intelligence here. Other places aren’t like that, I wouldn’t think. We can talk about the intelligence of your body whenever you’re ready. Just like you can address what you know you need to whenever you’re ready too. I’m here loving you, in this school and beyond.

Go get some chocolate and I’ll see you tomorrow. I love you babe.

See you in our next school, Hopey Girl.